Nowadays

hrm...

nothing better to do...

so i try play with my hair

lolx..

It's not nice though

and i look really stupid

Green Apple...my fav..lolz..really boring...

tell me what should i write in my blog...

Last Saturday~

Mummy's friend opened her boutique at Spring

"Friends Boutique"

there's really lots of people i mean...ladies inside the shop...

SHOPPING!!

all the Datin Datin and Rich Aunties...lol...

I saw few nice clothes so i bought it...

Two dresses for myself...

Off shoulder tops

i'm always looking for the perfect flip flops...so i can wear it easily and look nice too..

bought this flip flops from Vincci at Spring.

After shopping...we went for lunch at sushi king..

Yummys!~

Mummy say this would be my last shopping..sobx..sobx..as i really spent alot lately...

*sigh*

next time would be just window shopping

sobx sobx...

I Do (Cherish You)

98 Degrees

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Til my dying day

i wish someone sing this song to me

it would be the most wonderful thing~

22/05/08

I'm so so so SO SO SO SO DAMN TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i only went to school for 2 days and i'm freaking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

class is boring....

teacher all are crazy...

i cannot understand a word teacher said...

i cannot understand the hell is the subject about...

in class...

my job as a L6 student is

COPY COPY COPY

MAKE OWN NOTES MAKE OWN NOTES

READ READ READ

WRITE WRITE WRITE

so boring...

no fun...

and SO HOT...the weather is freaking hot making me sweating everyday...

with my uniform so thick again!!

our class only 1 fan worked...*sigh*

now i realise St3 is better

at least the class have 4 fan...not lik St Joe only 2...swt!!!

guys are freaking crazy when they see girls...

girls dont have any space in canteen...wtf..all are boys...

i still stuck in school...have to wake up very early...no enough time to sleep!!!!!

my phone is freaking low credit!!!

i have no much money left...spent quite lot recently...

i hate life!!!so tired!!boring!!

argh!!!

when can my life be simple and free????

18/05/08

I'll start from yesterday...

8:16am = woke up and always Sat i'll do my job...

that is cleaning the house...argh!!!

10:12am = done all the housework...had my breakfast

11am = walk around the house doing nothing...

12am = Uncle called he need help to fold the "silver papers" for my late Grandpa that is going to be burn on that night as its the "7 days" thingy...i don't know how to say...lolx..

So i got dressed and ate something so my gastrik won't pain...*sigh*

1pm = it's noon...yea..i know...Auntie Flora call she say she will pick us up so we will go our Uncle's house together

1:40pm = Auntie came and she dropped my sister and my cousins off at PBK tuition...

and off we go our Uncle's house...

2:30pm = Help Uncle carried all the things (fruits, drinks, silver papers..etc..)into the house...

2:40pm = Auntie Valerie and Eunice(my cousin) came and we started folding silver papers

3:15pm = Mummy got hungry and so does Auntie Flora so i cook 3 packets of Chicken Maggie Mee added Vegetables and Eggie....lolz..

3:40pm = Went back fold silver papers

4:15pm = still folding silver papers

4:40pm = Again stil folding silver papers...there are lots of them how could we finish??!!!

5:30pm = Dad fetch sister and my cousins from PBK to my Uncle's house...

6pm = the ceremony started so we all got ready and one by one "pai pai" my late Grandpa as in "call Grandpa eat"hehez..

then after that we start our own dinner...the food...yuckz..not so good...

but anyway no choice have to eat too...

8pm = everyone help folded silver papers...i forgot to take pictures for my blog to see how's it looks everyone busy folding silver papers...lolx..

9pm = still doing the same thing everyone

10pm = still same

11pm = everyone is so tired...it really never ends..there's just dozen of them...Everyone was very sleepy...complaining it never ends..lolz..

12am = Again start the ceremony..."pai pai"my late Grandpa...and burn a few big bags of silver papers for my late Grandpa...all of us have to surround it in a circle..so hot...

then it ends...whew..so tired and sleepy..

1am = got back home, take bath

1:35am = SLEEP!!!

toDAY

6:30am = woke up early...i dont get enough sleep la!!

7:15am = arrive at St Peter Church

7:30am = Mass start

8:30am = Mass ended

8:45am = went for breakfast at Kenyalang

9:20am = went home

9:45am = fetch my sister to Sunday school with Mummy and Daddy

then we went to Tabuan walking around...buy something

10:45am = came back home

*sigh*

my life so boring...no money for shopping!!!*SIGH!!!!*

[cry liaw]

till now i'm sitting in front of comp..lolz..

nothing better to do...

Well...Monday is Wesak Day and yes!!!No Sch...

will be going to school on Tuesday and Wednesday...

Thursday and Friday is school sports day..and YES AGAIN!!NO SCH!!!lolz..

went will i actually study???

hrm????

no idea..

don't care..

i so fuckin hate &^%$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

USELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tough time

Sorry you guys...i didn't have time to write something in my blog...

Monday i went to school to register and there's some briefing going on at school...

Wearing my f6 uniform...lolz..

My surat tawaran...i got in St Joe...f6 is tough la...
Well...there's a reason i did not write my blog...

that Monday when the school briefing was going on...

Mummy message me told me that my dearest Grandpa had pass away that morning...

it was really unacceptable...

all of us didn't expect it happen so fast..

Grandpa is always healthy and stronger than all of us...

he always moves around...

before that he did admitted in hospital a few times but didn't stay...

doctors check his health and everything was fine...

but he did complain to my aunties somewhere his body pain...

he admitted and stays in hospital twice...

i did visited him...

he is weak...but stil can see that he is strong and can stand it...

doctors couldn't check what's happen with him...

Just that Sunday morning is Mummy shift to take care of him...

His condition was critical that day and all my aunties were there...

but he overcome it at the end...

but the next morning he just gone...

how sad..

i quite miss him...

he always be the Greatest Grandpa to Me...

i love him always...

There are lots of wreath from friends and families...

about 20++ i can't quite remember...almost 30 i guess...

Those 2 days i just only slept 2 or 3 hours only and i woke up...

have to take care of coffin and also...

my uncle's room were fully booked..lolx...

you can imagine my cousins are so many and there's only two rooms have bed and air-con...

of course some have to sleep on the floor...

i have to wake up and give my "sleeping place" to someone who needs some sleep..

i can't be selfish right...

The funeral ends on Wednesday...

i'm so tired course of lack sleep so i decided not to go to school on Thurday and Friday...

And my hair is still brown...

Mummy said there's no time to go to the salon and get my hair dyed back to black...

so she bought LOREAL hair dyed from Guardian....

So...she helped me dyed my hair..lolx...

And here is my new hair colour =>BLACK
sobx...sobx...it's so black...blacker than my own real hair colour...

that's all..will be going back to school soon...

I got my driving license!!!

But i really hate driving...so tiring...lolz..

watch step up 2 twice...

they can dance so cool...i loves to watch them dance but i dont really like how the movie goes..

i just loves "belacan"

Mummy did the "belacan" just for me as i always wanted to eat...lolx..thank you mummy..

"Belacan"and my fav "san zhan bak"...

yummyz..

i know lots of girls dont like to eat that meat..but i just different..lolz..

YO!!!i'm going back to school soon...

well not my school...other school...darn...

would be tough i guess...

i'm quite scare i cannot handle it...

hrm...

Mei mei not going f6...swt...

Sherene maybe going to St Thom then...*dead*

i'm soooo alone!!!!!

and still i'm going to guys school...

ish!!!

sure it suckz!!!cannot play around like i always play crazy in class...oh well..

no one to play with too...my lao po not same school with me..haiz...

i'm so afriad everyone just lost contact very fast...

things just will change soon...as everyone will busy with their own stuff

and have no idea whether one of us have time or not...because

you noe..

different school different stuff to do...

different friends mixed with...

everything different...

hope we friends still can stay together...wont say much about it..just HOPE!!!

i wish we all got in the same school and we can share our things like before but....

that wont happen...

i guess i finish my f6 too...don't even have any idea where my friends is...some of them maybe going to other place to study...

*sigh*

me maybe too...i don't know...just see how things goes...

wish me luck!~