Monday, June 30, 2008

What is wrong with me???

I'm freaking ugly!!!!!
super ugly!!!!!!
hate myself!!!!!!!
my hair looks stupid!!!!!!!!
wtf!!!!!!!!!!
i look so fat!!!!!!!
so dark!!!!!!!
so ugly!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See how ugly am i??!!!!!!

i hate living in this life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm almost close to being insane people!!!!

Friday, June 27, 2008

TAG!!

Quiz:
1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
~ betray me??then say no more..BYE BYE!!!
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
~ very very rich so i can go shopping and play whole day no need work...
3.Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
~ duh...still complain??is what God decide what...of course i'm happy with it..
4.Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
~ some
5.What's your ideal lover like?
~ smart, good-looking, kind, generous, of course all the good ones
6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~loved by someone i guess
7. What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
~he did not care about me..did put me in the 1st place
8.How far will you go for the one you love the most?
~???
9.Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
~yea...alot..friends and the one i care
10.If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
~of course would be the one who cares and loves me alot!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

OuCH!!!!

today i did 1 thing very brave...
lolx..just confront my fear...
frankly, i'm afraid of injection..
my mum say i need a blood test cause all this while i did know what blood type i am..
i avoid alot of times...
but this time my mum bring me go together take blood test with my little sis
she so brave o..not like me...
lousy sister..
it's scares me when i saw the syringe...
OMIGOSH!!!
i don't dare to look...just wish time quickly pass cause it hurts alot!!!
seriously..
people say it's just an ant bite..
NO WAY!!
for me is more than that..

sobx..sobx..

Friday, June 20, 2008

i got my hair cut...lolx..
acutally i just want to trim..but then don't know the people go and cut till quite short..
sobx..sobx..
i wan long hair ..
*sigh*
After my haricut
Curl my hair...tell me how i look..hahaz...kek cute..
It's been raining recently..
*sigh*
see the dark dark weather...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I'm so depressed!!

i don't know what's got into me lately...
seems i don't have any heart to do things...always do things half way and did no finish it...
i don't know what the fuck am i keep on thinking and worrying...
things just change around us alot...
my friends...
the one i care...
all of them changed...
and it's not even a yea yet..
i am just so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God tell me what should i do...
I AM SO STRESS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what happen in this world???
everything just turns upside down...
how i wish i could stab my myself
and wish its not a sin to do






Friday, June 13, 2008

14/06/08

Yesterday, i was busy doing my own notes from noon till night...
there are tons of homework and i haven't start doing them since the teachers gave to me...
so lazy to do...so tired f6..don't like it..wtf!!!
My PA work...

i have to look for PA tuition for myself as i have no idea wad the damn subject is about...all the science and politics things mix together just make me so confused..
Eldest sis came back with 2 Chocolate Starbuckz..YAY!!!!!!
i love Starbuckz..but i rather prefer Coffee Bean Chocolate taste much nicer..
anywayz...
one is for Dad as a gift of Father's Day...his 3 beloved daughters were all busy...
so we don't have time to shop something for him...
might as well..
let him taste the Starbuckz..lolx..
sory...wad a lousy Father's Day gift..
and another 1 is...
i had 2 share with my little sis...
My eldest sis say everything price goes up..
might as well just share..can save money...
[swt!!!]

Hot news!!!!!
My MUET teacher is soooooooooo GOOD LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lolx..you won't believe it...
actually my MUET teacher is a lady and also our class form teacher..
but she was changed to teach the f4 student so our form teacher change to our PA teacher..
JEN!!!
my PA teacher look very much like you!!!!!
true!!!you can ask bella them...
so much like Jen..!!lolx..almost like twin sister...
ok..back to my MUET teacher...
my previous MUET teacher say there's this name
Mohammad smth..smth..
gonna teach us MUET...
so is a Malay..
we all groan up and down...
but the next day...the 1st period is our MUET class..
When Mr MUET [Mr Ong.actually..]came into our class..
and start introducing himself...
OMG!!!!!!!!
the whole class was so shock and we were really REALLY quiet the 1st few days...
lolx..
everyone shy to talk...lolx!!!!
he felt so awkward in our class as nobody answer his questions..
lolx...but we already slowly speak out this few days..so it makes him much better..and us too...lolx..
if i had a chance i will take a picture of him and post it in my blog...


Saturday, June 7, 2008

Something about what i'm doing now

1. Why did you choose to study Form 6 instead of A Level, Australian Matriculation etc?
Wasting time is the main reason people feel about going to Form 6. Yes I do agree if you are rich and can't wait to spend it on your overseas tertiary programme. And yes again I would say because Form 6 really is for hardworking people (with this sentence, I do not say and mean that I am one of those people...) I choose this path because the option to stay in local university (IPTA) and it is the only way to get into IPTA other than local matriculation. IPTA is real cheap.
Futhermore STPM is globally recognised. So with good results you can further your studies in overseas and with excellent results you may even get scholarships!! A-level is another good option but the disadvantage is that you don't have the IPTA as your fall-back.
SAM is easy (what I heard from ALL PEOPLE that had taken this exam and it's not my opinion). But SAM is recognised only for most Australian University and few university worldwide.The scholarships you may apply after STPM. JPA if you managed to get into IPTA, PTPTN as financial assistance, KUOK Foundation for IPTA and Singapore Public University, GIC, GE, Singapore Scholarships, ASEAN, and lots and lots of scholarships that is impossible to mention all of them here. You may need to do some research during your long break before the release of the results. There's magazine titled "Scholarships Guide" or something which will be published near the results releasing days and costs you around RM8-10. It's a nice magazine to hook on. Grab a copy if you see it!
2. What were your 2005 STPM results?
Is it really important to know that? Well, honestly the results for every year is different and depends on various factors such as the difficulty of the papers, the number of candidates, the quality of the candidates and so on... A lot of factors going on and influence the quality of every major exams in the world. Anyway I will tell you my results and so you roughly know how important the weightage and the importance of each paper). I scored A for my Pengajian Am (P1=A, P2=A-), A for my Maths T (P1=A, P2=B+), A for my Biology (P1=A-, P2=A, P3=A) and B+ for my Chemistry (P1=A-, P2=B+, P3=A). My CGPA is 3.83. So you may have some confusion over the results. Let me analyse for you.For my Pengajian Am paper 1, I am very confident and scored most of the questions hence scored an A while my paper 2 i scored only A-. However, the 100% of the paper 2 will be scaled down to 62.5% hence the 'damage' done by the paper 2 has gone down while my paper 1 has helped me to gain an A in this paper. For my Maths T it seemed unbelievable isn't it? 50% for paper 1 and 50% for paper 2. Then A + B+ should be = A-, right? But what if I tell you that I am super confident that I can get 100% for my paper 1? Hence when both marks added together my paper 1 has helped me very much in pushing the marks up. So my advice, have a very very very strong Volume 1 Maths skill and make sure you can solve all of them!! Well for Biology and Chemistry, very obvious your paper 2 is the key to everything!!!
3. What suggestions would you like to give to the new Form 6 students on how to prepare for STPM since Lower Six?
Honestly one and a half year for everything in STPM isn't enough, but if you manage to distribute your time well, it shouldn't be a big problem. To me, the hardest subject is Chemistry. I face some problem even I was in Form 4. To me Chemistry is fun but I was in trouble when I tried to imagine the concept. Here's the key : You grab the concept for Chemistry and you will score. For physical chemistry it is more testing on your understanding and hence the concepts are very important, it is very different that Organic/Inorganic Chemistry where more memorizing is required. Biology is a subject where you will need to read a lot and your skill to pour everything out on the answer papers during the exam. For Maths T, true understanding and application will be required since sometimes the questions can be very challenging and cannot be solved without the application and derivation of some basic concepts.
4. Did you suffer from the sudden change from Malay to English in Science and Mathematics subjects?
There's not much difference though I think studying in Malay is easier for me. Haha, but I enjoyed the whole session in English and it is very useful especially when you go overseas to study in English. There's nothing much to deal with and obviously you will need to beef up your language to avoid childish and unwanted mistakes. Pick up a newspaper and starting reading!!
5. Did you attend tuition classes?
Are they a MUST?I won't say there are a must-have preparation for STPM. I did not attend tuition much except for the beginning of Lower Six. Then I stopped and tried to study on my own. Near the exam, I attended some seminars and workshop to get more preparations. Tuition isn't a must honestly.
6. How about Malaysian University English Test (MUET)?
I scored band 5 and very few people will get Band 6. (3 people for my year in my school) Language is not something you read and score. It is a language. Constant reading and accurate usage of the language is required. Hence I suggest you all to start speaking in English and watch English movie/TV series from now. At least that's my way...
7. Do you agree that STPM is the toughest examination in the world?
Cramming everything in 1 and a half year and pouring it out in just merely 3 or 4 hours. I would say it is hard because of the candidates. Since the results are binomially-graphed and hence it would add up the challenge and make it more difficult to score if everyone is doing good on a certain paper. I won't say it's the toughest exam in the world since I do not have any experience in other exam paper. SAT is famous for its speed and accuracy test, the questions maybe easy but under limited time, it tests greatly on your accuarcy and your handling when under pressure. Every exam has its unique way to test the candidates. STPM is, undoubtly, one of those tough exams in the world.
8. Could you name a few useful resources to STPM students?
Longman, Pelangi, Fajar Bakti (Oxford), and some other are quite famous but you better checked with your teachers for the most upto dates and relevant references. I would suggest you to visit some forums (such as http://chinese.cari.com.my/myforum/) as there the students will exchange their trial exam papers. It is a good resource and good discussion board.
9. Are co-curricular activities important?
Co-curicular activity is extremely important. I won't say much on this. Just think like this. Everyone can score straight A or getting a first class degree from university, so what element distinguish these excellent candidates in a job interview??? Your leadership, your participation, your passion... and all these will be reflected in your extra curicular activities. So while working your brain out for the exams, do join some activities to add some values in your school certificates
source:http://www.malaysia-students.com/2007/01/stpm-18-months-of-sweet-and-sour.html

i read this pretty encouraging from my friend's blog...so i posted it if some of you didn't read it..
and to my friends who don't get what i mean when i'm telling you about f6...
it's a sweet one...enjoy reading it...

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Out With Darlingsz..

Have called out my darlings for dinner at Spring Sushi King...
Min came fetch me and Becca on the other hand fetch Joyce..
so we meet there
When we reached, i totally forgot took pictures of our food..
nevermind..lolz..
this is what just left...
Min want order some more...actually she shouldn't ordered so much cause eat a lot of sushi is quite full already...Joyce left us early because she had a dinner to go to..
so left the 3 of us..

Me and Min Lao Po
Muakz!!~
lol
Min and Becca
Becca so greedy o..

Tsk tsk tsk..
Min ordered some sushi to bring back home for her sister and brother


Me and Becca just like old times

Yoo.!!wake up becca!!hehex..
Another idea of Becca...so silly..

Act cute~


the three of us..joyce missing..*sigh*

that's the end...
oh ya...
i saw Tris at Spring too..lolz..
x0x0
i love darlingsz...

Monday, June 2, 2008

i got tag!!

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
~ hrm...my clothes...

2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?

~ Popteen Mag!!

3. Where do you wish to get married?
~ hrm...in a really grand ballroom of course...i will felt like princess...
4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
~ i have no idea what he thinking...so i don't know..

5. Are you in love?

~ i don't know if i'm in love love or...not sure with my feelings..
6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
~Shabu Shabu
7. Name of the latest text book you bought?
~textbook??nah!!none i bought this year..
8. What is your full name?

~Grace Wong Toh Ling
9. Do you prefer mother or father?

~Mummy
10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time.

~ this is a good question...i want meet fairy of course...so i can wish for the things i want..lolx..

11. Christina or Britney?

~Definitely Britney!!

12. Do you do your own laundry?

~of course...duh!!!i'm a grown up girl already..
13. The most exciting place you want to go?
~i think would be themepark not in Sarawak places of course but in Aus or Florida
14. Hugs or kisses?

~Both course they are sweet!!
15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
~5 things??
~Jen is funny
~Jen is crazy
~Jen always happy go lucky de..
~Jen is a good girl
~Jen is pretty
16. 8 things I'm passionate about
~fashion
~clothes
~friends
~music
~dancing
~surfing net
~doing something that means alot to someone else
~writing my own story
17. 8 things I say too often
~wtf!!
~Amboi!!
~Oh Gosh!!
~Ngaiti
~Oh o...
~cant think of any...my head is blank...

18. 8 books I've read recently

~ i don't read books nowadays
19. songs I could listen to over and over again

~Paint My Love =>MLTR
~Ku Cha =>Bang Bang Tang
~Xin Ru Dao Ge =>Zhang Xue You
~Wo Hui Hao Hao Guo => Li Jiu Zhe
~Qiu Tian => Wo Ming Di
~Li Bie =>Ah Du
~Cha Yi Dian => Ah Du
~Cha Pang Er Guo => Li Sheng Jie
20. 8 things I learnt last year
~last yr??
~i should appreciate every memories i had with my school friends
~i learnt that St3 is better than St Joe..lolx..
~f5 is easier than f6
~i'm a grown up teenager already...
~learnt from every mistakes i made before...
~save more money so i can spent more if i'm going somewhere holiday again...
21.8 people you tag
~8 people...nah!!tag here and there come back is still the same topic i had to answer again..
plus mostly my own friends that write blog has tag by Jen..
lolx..