24/06/07

Lately...

i've been really really lazy to study...
what am i going to do...!!!
everyone in the house kept on nagging...
i'm just so tired..i don't know why...
i just want to get more sleep...
nowadays i always get my sleep at 10..OMG!!so early..
i didn't even get my study done and get some sleep...

on 23 of June..
My sister and i went to our school as it was parents day...
argh!!that stupid teacher...
"Grace..you don't really did well in your exam this time o0o..."the teacher said.
i just nodded.[So what!!!]
"i think i need to change your seat..."the s2p teacher said.'What!!change my seat!!!argh!!i hate her!!!'i thought.
"ok..??you are very talkative you know..kept on talking to those CHINESE GIRLS at the back of the class..."she told my dad, who sat beside me.
[Ya!!i was talking..of course i talk to the CHINESE girls la..if not i talk to the MALAYs mer!!!???]
"Good ..change her place!!"My dad said.Then the teacher smiled.'Yala..Yala..you win lo...eh!!excuse me hor...last time i tell her to change my place to the front of the class not the back of the class OK!!!!She's the one who put me sit at the back of the class with my friends a!!!She don't want to put us in front because she want to let the malay pay MORE attention in class ma..then we chinese le..not need to pay attention la...i just don't get her..she is also a chinese for what reason she don't support her own chinese.!!!IDIOT!!!]
Then she continued."He sejarah subject is very more..you need to try more harder..it's not hard...you just need to memorise it..that's all.."[Shut up la...what memorise..you think you very clever is it!!!My sejarah for the first time of my life i get 54..everytime i fail a..i didn't TRY HARDER mer!!!i even pASS IT A...s2p nenek..still call me try harder!!!you say of course easy la..]
"Your add maths also need to improve..still not good..you see you fail it!!"the teacher said.[What..!!excuse me AUNTY..you tell me first your add maths get how much then you come and say me!!!WTF!!i can get 30++ is very good lo...if you go test..i confirm you don't get as much like me a!!!]
"Your ekonomi also very poor..i don't understand you Grace..is ekonomi that hard?You should pay more attention to your teacher..don't kept on talking in the class...you see how poor are you..42 a..."my dad look at me.
[Ya right..my ekonomi really sucks..but then i also already try my best liaw ma..you see i can get 42 this time a..better than my last term i get 20++ nia...'is eko that hard'you think everything is like a piece of cake mer!!you try lo..!!hmph!!kill her a!!]
Then she took out the demerit book...and show it to my dad.
"She got 3 demerit for her long nails.."My dad looked at me."Next time don't do it again ok Grace!!?"[stop calling my name!!i hate it!!!]
"okay next time study harder ok...you only left 3 months to study for your spm.."
[Yayayaya...shut up..i will study la..no need you to call me to study!!!]

argh..then we left the place..

that's the thingy..

12/06/07

LAtely....

i hardly get a nice sleep...
i do not know what is happening to me..
everytime i will felt sleepy..and wanting to get some sleep..
so i went to my room..put on my pyjamas...lotions..toner..mosturizer..[i am very particular to my skins]had everything done..and off to my bed..
i was just so tired the whole day..always had a headache..[What The Hell Is Wrong With Me??!!]lying on my bed..trying to get some sleep...but i just couldn't do it...even when everyone is asleep...
whenever i doze off..i always had a bad dream...
A really really bad dream...
Once...i dreamt..
i was with my 2 friends..i don't know what the hell are we doing..we are trying to climb down the mountain[i guess..]
for just a sudden...
as one of my friend is far away from us..she told us to let go..and just drop down..
i was like WHAT!!!???
the midst is so thick...we couldn't even see what below us..and she just let go..
i saw her falling down without any feelings of afraid..and the other of my friend let go too...
i didn't want to stay alone..climbing down this mountain for hours and hours...it's like it won't end...i have no choice but to let go..all my thoughts is just "if i die..i'll die"..all the way falling down..i grab my friend hand when i saw him...i don't really know who is was..but i have a feeling he is my friend..we are like SO CLose...

then deep down...i just catch my b reath and down us into a deep water..so kind of pool[i think]...is just so deep..i couldn't open my e3yes to see what's in the pool....but i knew the pool is clean..very clear..u can see everything creature..living things in the pool..is just so nice..so natural..so undescribable...
my hand is still holding tight to my friend..i struggle for air..at last we reach to the top surface of the water..i swam to the shore with my friend...
the other of my friend accurately drop to the ground but not in the pool...
the ground..the grass is so green..fresh and clean air..non-polluted..and there is a wooden house..nice..fully furnitured...constructed..off we were in the house..
there's no one in...
Suddenly..the guy and i went out of the room and saw our friend[which is girl]was standing in front of the main door..and there's a dragon..a monster..i wasn'tsure..it was green in color...sniffing..looking for prey...but it did not harm our friend..she told us to stay in the room..lnot to come out so that it won't sense our present..
the eyes..they are huge...yellow..sharp too..
for a minute our friend ran out of the house..trying to lead the monster away...

i woke up..sweating..i was horrified..i dont know why..i kept on repeating the same dream..and what scares me the most is when i let go of myself..falling down..just like it never ends..i was scare...i didn't know what to do..

i took some Holy Water and sprinkle it across my room...i just believe in God..he's the only one who can help me..
i pray...hoping he will take that horrible dream away...
later that night i slept well..

the next night..i dreamt another eerie dream again..i was sitting with aq bunch of my friends...in front of our school most scariest toilet on earth..it was usually lock..but nowadays..our school principal reopen it..so that it won't be crowded in the 2nd toilet..no need to wait for the others..
we were sitting there..gossiping and chatting[what girls usually do..]..
then..there stood a girl..her whole body is wet..long hair..red long nails..just like what we saw in JU-On movie...it's just so much alike..i was freaking out...non of my friends notice it..it just crawl towards me..i scream and woke up again...!!!

my room is dark..everything just in my room look like the girl's hair..dark..long..i was so afraid ...keeping myself...trying not to think all the stupid stuff..get some sleep but i just couldn't..what should i do...????

5/06/07

Bei Ying
K-One
Wo men
whang le na chen nuo
yau yi chi kai xin au zhe dao zhui hou
ni zhong shi kan zhe wo xiao je dian zhe dou
yu guo tian qing hou
you chan lan de chai hong

bei je wo
ni zhe me dou bu ken shuo
wo bi ni hai zhe mo
no no no no no
ying zi duo ji mo
wo wu hu
wo wu hu

kan zhe ni de bei ying fa dou
nan dao shi wo gei de dai guo chen zhong
zhai chiu wo fang shou

wo shi zhen de yau de fu duo
zhe mo yan qing ge shou dou bian chen
zhi she qiu
ni bu zai ai wo

for you
wo hai nen ai duo jiu
ni shuo ni shuo
zai guo wu miao hou

ni de yan dou dou de he da zhuo de meng
bu guan wo zing zing
ba shing fu beng zai shou

bei je wo ni she me dou bu ken shuo
wo bi ni hai nan guo
no no no no
never let you go
wo wu hu
wo wu hu

kan zhe ni de bei ying fa dou
nan dao shi wo gei de dai guo chen zhong
zhai chiu wo fang shou

wo shi zhen de yau de fu duo
zhe mo yan qing ge shou dou bian chen
zhi she qiu
ni bu zai ai wo

xiang rang ni que bei ni zhen kai shou
wo hai sha sha de by gen fang dou
ru guo chuo chen
rang ni gen kuai le
wo wu....
hui fang shou ge ni de xing fu

kan zhe ni de bei ying fa dou
nan dao shi wo gei de dai guo chen zhong
zhai chiu wo fang shou

wo shi zhen de yau de fu duo
zhe mo yan qing ge shou dou bian chen
zhi she qiu
ni bu zai ai wo

4/06/07

NOKIA

OMG!!!i just so00ooo00ooo in LOVE with this phone...

N76

isn't it nice..so COOL!!!
~ Surf the web on the large, landscape screen
~ Store more music with up to 2 GB of expandable memory
~ Make video conference calls
~ Send emails and instant messages
~ Take snapshots with the 2 megapixel camera[oh...!!!!~~~ ]

i want i want i want!!!!!!

check out this..the latest...another...

my favourite..i would be so00oo happy if i had a phone like this...

N95

- 5 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss optics[!!!!!!! ]
- Bulit-in GPS mapping
- DVD-like quality footage
- View emails with attachment!!!!!

what about...

SONY

Sony PSP

Sony Cellphone

argh!!not that i do not want to put it in my blog..

is just that i cannot put it in...i don't know what happen to it..

so weird!!!stupid thingy!!!

but i will try...just hope i can put it in...

MOTOROLA then....

MOTOROKR Z6??

actually i do not really like motorola products...

but this model had change my way of seeing this brand..

good!!

SAMSUNG

never caught my eyes...anyway..this is the latest..cool...

again..it change my way of looking it..

Samsung Ultra Shine...

i seen it before in GoGoTrendy...

another Samsung Mobile Phone had also attract my attention...

this is the Mp3 Samsung Mobile Phone...

i like the black one...but the pink is also attractive..it's girly!!

29/05/07

i've lost blogging for so long..quite buzy..and totally forgot all about my blog..

buzy with preparing SPM...

watching movies..that i have borrowed...

get done with my school mag..class profile..

planning the changes of our class notice board....

changing my tuition too...

my add maths tuition..it's killing me!!!

of all the add maths tuition i've been to..all of them are crazy teachers...

they look so odd...and act so ODD TOO...haiz..

i juz cant understand..maybe they learn too much add maths..

oops..am i too rude..

ok..i've change to this new add maths tuition..[i beg my dad to let me change my add maths tuition as he dont allow]...

of course at the end he agree...

it's such a waste of time and money if i just stay at those stupid tuition...

oh well...

at least this new tuition teacher is NORMAL....

hahaz...

i mean the way she teach very claerly and i just adore her handwriting...[am i crazy??]..

really!!!she got a nice handwriting...

i finally can see my foster sis..Sharon..which was my foster sis since we are in primary..

she look much prettier in her curly hair..and i also sit with my cute friend..Sherene...[i luv u!!]

hahaz...and i also knew lots of my primary friends are there...it's nice..

But...

what's terrible is...

the staircase is so small and made of wood...

in the class..is so noisy..stupid kch high ppl...cant they get their mouth shut..[you dont want study get out la..what the hell are you coming to tuition again..other ppl also want to listen ma..argh!!]

......

ok....

i juz gt my surgery done..

it really hurts..

i went to Dr Ting..before i went to KPJ for the surgery..

as i needed a letter so that my mum could claim my surgery's fees..

i went to look for Dr Wong..i thought is an old guy..

but then..guess what..he look young..ok la..30s' something..

he talked so soft that i couldn't hear what he says...haha..

anywayz..i went into the surgery room...

i was really shock when the nurse called me to take off my bra..[OMG!!]

but then i follow what she told me to do..

i lie on the bed..which i feel very eerir..had that feeling if someone had just die on that..

choi choi!!!

hehe..i waited for the DOCTOR for about 30 MINUTES like that..what took him so long..

haiz..

it's 11 sometihng already...

i had my BM tuition at 2pm..

so...what can i do..

it's almost 11.30pm..then the doctor ARRIVES!!!

yipee..

i was really pain at first...when the doctor gave me an injection..[OUCH!!!]

but then when everything started it does not hurt..

hehe..

just after the surgery...mum, dad, lita sis n I went to KFC for lunch..

and dad let us have a day off..so we are not going to PBK!!!Yeah!!!after that,

we went to look for my cousin

as we are planning looking for little dogs...

but it ends up we did not get one..my stupid lita sis however hit me hard on my shoulder..

ARGH!!!!

u can guess how it hurts so much!!!!

how stupid she is!!!ISH!!!i hate her!!!

well...

today is my last day of my school extra classes...

[BORING!!!]

i had no choice...but to go..if not i have to hand in my absenties for school letter..

i was almost half of the class students are gone..

so left me and Joyce attend our Sejarah lesson...

we took a few photo during the break..hehe...

i haven't got the time to upload it yet..

but i will be post out...

i promise..

x0x0

5/02/07

yea..yea..yea...

i know ...i know..

it's been such a long time i didn't post my blog...

kinda busy lately..

doing all the cleaning stuff...

new year is just around the corner...

i've got so00oo many things haven't done yet...

been quite lazy lately too...

*smile*

got all my shoppings done!! finally!!

but i'm not satisfied yet with the amount of the clothes i bought..

it seems...just...

NOT ENOUGH!!!!

haahz...i didn't even count it

until mum call me wash up all the new year's clothes..

she count all of them...[not really all..]

besides my jeans and jackets stuff like that..

i got 12th of them...haahz!!!

*jumping*

most of them all casual..as not in formal stuff...

trying to get one but mum said "no"!!!

*hmpht*

but some of my clothes are share with my sister...

so unfair..

everytime she get to use my things but then

i id not et to use hers...

not even TOUCH one of hers!!!

hate it..

got lotsa lotsa homework to catch up...

i hate pbk tuition..they are killing me...

i dont' even have the time to do the homework given by the pbk!!

ish!!!

got this itchness!!!

they are killing me!!!

i just can't keep my hands away from scraching it!!!

*argh!!*

went to this doctor...

he just say it was just

allergic...

was not!!!!

have eaten medcin for days and i don't see any improvement!!!

argh!!!

how am i gonna wear my new year clothes...

i look SICK!!!DEAD!!!!

God i'm begging you...

please make it be better!!!!

last friday...the 2nd of February...

My f0ster sIs Daphne had this crazy idea...

it's almost Valentine's Day..

and our school is having a sale...

so she suggest that we would had some fun by

buying some of the Valentine's things from our Leo Club..

[as in supporting our club..]

to Theresa...our class most annoying little girl...

she talk really loudly and laugh really loud too..

you can just hear her voice in 2 miles away...[exaggerating]

REALLY!!!

you don't believe you can try...

she is really talkative...

we couldn't wait to see her reaction when she got the things..

we order a rose..which cost RM8....

we also bought one for opur cute and adorable class monitor..Suzanne..haahz!!!!

she's really adorable...we were trying to put a play on them...

can't wait to see their reaction...

meanwhile..Daphne..[such a sugar sista]helps me out.!!!

she tells Alex that Theresa is more prettier than me!!![uhuh!!]

!!tee-hee!!

Daph gave him Theresa's phone number..

he try calling her some times..

seeing that our plans are going so successful...yeah!!!

[cheers sIs!!!]

hopes that everythings go well..without she knowing we were planning it!!

*wicked smile*

so long wish me luck..

i won't be celebrating Valentine's Day..

i'm alone..haahz... so sad..sis Daph will be busy celebrating it with her Alan!!!

ish!!!

it's almost exam time...

gotta prepare for it..

*sigh*

really tired!!!

x0x0

14/01/07

it's been quite a long time i didn't blog...

*sigh*

kinda buzy...

tuition..school's activities..

got so0oo much to do...

i was planning to become a assistant monitor...

but all because of the s2p History teacher...

i cant get the 'job'!!!!

ish!!!!i was so angry...

well...

1st day of school...

there's already got lots of things to do..

1) got to prepare my oral..

2) prepare for my school magazine...

gotta plan a place to take our clazz pictures...

collect enough money for our page..

3) any some more i cant remember...

*sigh*

well..aunt's back from miri, sibu, and sabah..

however..my couzie, Bernard is back from London..

OMG..he's so0oo fair..and i'm jealous..of coz as i'm in dark skin..

ahahz!!!

i've already bought lotsa and lotsa new year clothes..

cant stand it when i saw all those beautiful dress..

*dreamin..*