12/06/07

LAtely....

i hardly get a nice sleep...
i do not know what is happening to me..
everytime i will felt sleepy..and wanting to get some sleep..
so i went to my room..put on my pyjamas...lotions..toner..mosturizer..[i am very particular to my skins]had everything done..and off to my bed..
i was just so tired the whole day..always had a headache..[What The Hell Is Wrong With Me??!!]lying on my bed..trying to get some sleep...but i just couldn't do it...even when everyone is asleep...
whenever i doze off..i always had a bad dream...
A really really bad dream...
Once...i dreamt..
i was with my 2 friends..i don't know what the hell are we doing..we are trying to climb down the mountain[i guess..]
for just a sudden...
as one of my friend is far away from us..she told us to let go..and just drop down..
i was like WHAT!!!???
the midst is so thick...we couldn't even see what below us..and she just let go..
i saw her falling down without any feelings of afraid..and the other of my friend let go too...
i didn't want to stay alone..climbing down this mountain for hours and hours...it's like it won't end...i have no choice but to let go..all my thoughts is just "if i die..i'll die"..all the way falling down..i grab my friend hand when i saw him...i don't really know who is was..but i have a feeling he is my friend..we are like SO CLose...

then deep down...i just catch my b reath and down us into a deep water..so kind of pool[i think]...is just so deep..i couldn't open my e3yes to see what's in the pool....but i knew the pool is clean..very clear..u can see everything creature..living things in the pool..is just so nice..so natural..so undescribable...
my hand is still holding tight to my friend..i struggle for air..at last we reach to the top surface of the water..i swam to the shore with my friend...
the other of my friend accurately drop to the ground but not in the pool...
the ground..the grass is so green..fresh and clean air..non-polluted..and there is a wooden house..nice..fully furnitured...constructed..off we were in the house..
there's no one in...
Suddenly..the guy and i went out of the room and saw our friend[which is girl]was standing in front of the main door..and there's a dragon..a monster..i wasn'tsure..it was green in color...sniffing..looking for prey...but it did not harm our friend..she told us to stay in the room..lnot to come out so that it won't sense our present..
the eyes..they are huge...yellow..sharp too..
for a minute our friend ran out of the house..trying to lead the monster away...

i woke up..sweating..i was horrified..i dont know why..i kept on repeating the same dream..and what scares me the most is when i let go of myself..falling down..just like it never ends..i was scare...i didn't know what to do..

i took some Holy Water and sprinkle it across my room...i just believe in God..he's the only one who can help me..
i pray...hoping he will take that horrible dream away...
later that night i slept well..

the next night..i dreamt another eerie dream again..i was sitting with aq bunch of my friends...in front of our school most scariest toilet on earth..it was usually lock..but nowadays..our school principal reopen it..so that it won't be crowded in the 2nd toilet..no need to wait for the others..
we were sitting there..gossiping and chatting[what girls usually do..]..
then..there stood a girl..her whole body is wet..long hair..red long nails..just like what we saw in JU-On movie...it's just so much alike..i was freaking out...non of my friends notice it..it just crawl towards me..i scream and woke up again...!!!

my room is dark..everything just in my room look like the girl's hair..dark..long..i was so afraid ...keeping myself...trying not to think all the stupid stuff..get some sleep but i just couldn't..what should i do...????