I'm so depressed!!

i don't know what's got into me lately...
seems i don't have any heart to do things...always do things half way and did no finish it...

i don't know what the fuck am i keep on thinking and worrying...

things just change around us alot...

my friends...

the one i care...

all of them changed...

and it's not even a yea yet..

i am just so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God tell me what should i do...

I AM SO STRESS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what happen in this world???

everything just turns upside down...

how i wish i could stab my myself

and wish its not a sin to do