CNY

Well..

this year CNY was...umm...

okay..quite bored actually..

is no fun at all...

1st day of CNY just as usual...went to grandpa's place..always is our 1st stop...

My Sisters and My Cousins..

Us again..

My Cousin, Sis and Me

Elder sis, Little sis and Me

Me and My Elder Sis

Firecrackers!!It's fake actually..i just called my sis and my cousin do some action..lolz..

My big family

Actually..my family is really big..just that some of my aunties, uncles, and my cousins

were not celebrating CNY in kuching this year..

so..

quite sad actually...

My own lovely family

only on the 3rd day of CNY..

i get to go out with my besties friends...

tris fetch me from my home and we went to buy reload cards because i had low credit...

he wanted to pay for me but i wont let...

i only wanted to reload RM30 for myself..and 2 RM10 to keep it..

plus i need to give RM10 coupons for my little sister as i use her coupon once..

so i need to pay her back...

we stopped at 7 11...

he got down and help me buy...

but he came back with RM50 reload coupon and 2 RM10 coupon..

*sigh*

He just wont listen to me...

then we drove off to joycie darling's house..

i cant remember where her house is..

have been to there before but just quite confusing..

tris just turn and turn into the same lorong a few times...

i totally dizzy...

so he called joycie and we reached her house finally...

[wee...]

we reached there first..

min lao po is the 2nd and becca...

lolx..

she's the last ones..she even spent lots of times in her car..

making her hair and make-up..

[oh gosh]

we just stood there watching her..

so funny...

then

took some picture with my dearie lao po min...

using my phone...

loves her so much!!muakz!!
and we used becca's camera took some photos too..

3 of us..me Joycie darling and my becca darling...min help us take the pictures as she claims she is professional photograph..oh well..let her do it..
hanging out in joycie's room left tris alone in the living room...

sorry...:)

me and becca...

just like all times...

becca edited this pic..

sobx sobx..

i want the orginal!!!

Again...is becca darling idea...

always had crazy ways of taking pictures..

lolx...

Why must i have to knelt down and let you guys be the tall ones..

*sigh*

actually there's more pictures we took...

but becca darling didn't have time to send me those pictures..

so i will take from her the next time i saw her...

*sigh*

so we went back down into the living room...

chris came and tris was not lonely anymore..lolx..

then we left joycie's house after tracie and her friends[i don't know her name]

reached joycie house hanging out for a while and they left..

i didn't folow tris after that..

instead..

is a good thing becca drive..

so we girls wouldn't want to hang out at the guys place so we went to visit ah gal...

her little puppy just so damn cute..

cuter then my cookie doggie..

lolx..

we just settle there a few minutes then we went to jasper's house..

it was nearly 4pm so i call tris to come and fetch me home...

well...

that's all on the 3rd day of CNY...

just a little fun then the first few days of CNY...

*smiles*

x0xo

boredxz...

holidays are just killing me..

i couldn't plan more well then spending my time at my dad's office...

working right now at his office..

not much work to do..

most of my friends had start their college..

some of them still waiting for result..

*sigh*

i hope time flies quickly...

i can't wait to get my result..

i hope i can reach my target..

i work so hard to achieve it..

recently..

'H E'

'he' just show up and gave me what i need all this while..

he gave me all the love i needed so much..

he really cares for me...

everything he did just thought about me first..

i just love that feeling..it so nice...

he always puts me first...

those are just what i wanted...

but we have not gone that far yet...

i'm still hesitating..

not sure about something yet..

so..

just wait for the time and see how it goes..

Check out what i have wrote lately...

Should i believe you or not?
Questions coming through my mind...
'Are you lying to what all you have said?'i thought.
Sitting on my bed...surrounded by cold air...alone myself...
wondering if you really meant what you have said...
it's not what i thought about it too much...
it's all you have said just make me have to believe you...
unsured...gossips...just swimming in the air around my ears...
all those stuff is about you...why oh why...
i'm a smart girl in school...i can figure out all kinds of ways to solve any problems i face in my studies..
but when it comes to this...
i still don't get it...
my friends just don't want me to hang out with you too much...
spending too much time on you...believing you like i believe in myself...
i don't know which way i should go...
believing you...or my best friends...
both may be true...but some maybe...fake...
if i really count on you...can you make it...?
you are just so different like the others i have known before...
you rang me immediately that night after you dropped me off home...
we chatted for hours until i fell asleep...
i did have a nice sleep that night...
i felt like i'm a baby after you gave me all that love that i needed so much...
i'm grateful for what all you have gave to me...
i love all those stuff you gave to me...
i appreciate every second we had together...
i woke up every morning...thinking about you...
missed you so much...

but......
i'm still unable to accept what people said to me about you...
i can't believe you really did it..
not until i saw the whole scene by myself...

one night...i got a call from one of my friends...
i never believe a word they said to me...it's always true...
they took me out after i agree...
we stopped by the road side just opposite the bar you've always been to...

there you are standing with two girls...hugging...laughing...
without knowing my presence...
you were drunk...i didn't blame you for that...
as you were unaware of what you are doing...
My friends watched how i react...and him...
none of them say a word...
Out of a sudden you kissed one of the girl...
mouth to mouth...doing it so passionately...
like you known her for a long time..
i couldn't believe my eyes...what i've saw...
tears rolled down from my cheeks..
my friend, who sat beside me, patted me softly behind my back...
comforting me...
i covered my mouth as i'm afraid i will cried out loud...
"Now you know it...just leave that guy for good..."my friend said.
i buried my head in my hands...total unacceptable...
'You are a jerk...!!!'i thought.
My friends dropped me home...
i went into my room...
i try to control my feelings...but it was so hard...
i believe you so much..i put my whole trust on you...
but you cheated behind me...
you played with my feelings...
we broke up the next morning you call...
you did not ask why...you just accept my decision...
now...i know in the first place i should not be with you...
it's a history now...
a very painful story of mine...
i'm a victim in this story...i was hurt by you...
and you never care about it...
we never talked again since....

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Reunion

Yesterday was just so great...

i'm glad i can make to this reunion this time..

all of us enjoyed the fun...

some of them just changed

i hardly recognise some of them...

i'm glad some of them really make it..

but some of them just couldn't make it because some of them went to work

or out of Kuching...[sad]

Xie Peng, Clement, Tristan and Darren always buli me..[kek tiok]

Most of them still studying in CHMS NO1..

some of them already started their college classes...

mm....

Sharon said she will be studying f6...but in St Thom...

some of them just enjoying their holidayz without thinking any of it..

unfortunately i forgot to take our photos as i was enjoying teasing people too much..

and totally forgot about it..

sorry...

anywayz..

i hope to have another reunion next time...

cleaning job..

it's almost new year..so gotta get working...clean everywhere in the house...

very tiring...

my messy stuff usually don't put properly in place...that why i always find hard time to find my stuff..

it's new year...so everything must be neat and clean...

MESS!!!

Mum gave me her own make-up kit...as she don't use it.

i was going to buy 1 for myself in KL...

luckily i did not spend it..

i will be able to use them for new year..yay!!

the mess into a cupboard...all make-up stuff into make-up box..
now that my room not messy!!!

My New Hair

got my hair done for new year

BEFORE

AFTER
BEFORE
AFTER
BEFORE
AFTER

MY NEW LOOK

I want!!!!

I want to go overseas to study!!!!

i want!!!!

argh!!!

lots of the people, my friends i know were going to overseas to futher their studies!!!

ish!!!

i want too!!!

i hate it!!!

i'm so jealous!!!

i wish i have the chance to go overseas to futher my studies...

now i still have to wait for my f5 result come out then i continue my studies to f6..

ish!!!

i wish i win toto then i fly far far away from stupid Kuching to study!!!

i want to go NY study!!!

i hate staying in Kuching!!!

boring Kuching!!!ARGH!!!

someone can just sponsor me to NY study...i don't want to see Kuching people's face!!!

a!!!!!!!

May God grant my wish!!!!